long time, no post, well untill now, but anyways, things are back to normal, well as much so as they were before the past week, sam and I are back together, and I couldent be happier, well if someone gave me a pony I would be but I'll take what I've got, but yeah, friday, I called sam after she got off work, we met up at steak n' shake, talked for about an hour, I appologized my ass off, explained why I did what I did, admitted that it was stupid, which it really was, and yeah, she took me back, and on top of all of that, I stoped popping pills, which is good aswell, but on the bad side, my grandmother passed away today, kinda sad, but I didnt really know her that well, the funeral is this weekend, I've got to get my hair cut before then, whichs sucks because I like my hair, I can see it, and touch it and play with it, and it amuses me, so I'm going to just trim off as little as physically possible, I'm going to get that done this week sometime maybe tomorrow or thursday, I'm taking part of tomorrow off at wally world, and all of thursday I think, I mean money is nice and all but family comes first.  anyways thats about it for me, I'm almost done so yeah, just a coupple final words, love, peace and chicken grease