here I am again, finally another post, who knows if this will ever be a regualr thing, prolly not but thats ok, its not like I'm getting paid to do this in the firstplace.  So, to the first matter at hand, whats new? well, sam and I are over, she wasnen't the person I thought she was and I coulden't handle someone who turned out to be that clingy oh well, dosent really bother me, she ended up with someone else a day after I broke up with her.  if you think your in love with someone and then your able to get over them in about 3 hours, chances are your not in love but no skin off my back ya know? maybe he'll need her attition more than I did.  as for the reasons for ending it, she was clingy, however it was the little things that pissed me off even more, I quit smoking because she wanted to quit herself, well she didnt quit, and if I ever smoked and she found out about it she'd throw a fit and call me a liar, but eh, if I was quitting to help her quit, she didnt, so I didnt, pretty simple, more than that little thing there were all the ways she reminded me of kristen, just little things she'd do, most of them she did pick up from me, many bracelets, necklaces, she dyed her hair, all of them made her appear more and more like kristen, good in a way but I dont want to replace her with a replica (bad spelling but hey, it makes me unique right?) I'd rather find someone new and different, not a mirror immage, besides, trying to find someone just like her will only bring more pain in the end because I'd notice all the little things that I miss, and it just sucks.  anyways, on a totally unrelated yet just as uninteresting subject, I got a new job at wally-world, the pay is good, the job is only tempory untill something 3rd shift opens up, becuase, seeing as I'm up all night anyways, I might as well get paid for it.  ummm, what else what else? I met up with a friend from school, Cat, the other morning, talked for a while, why is it that whenever people have problems they come to me? yet I almost never go to anyone with mine? maybe its because I can put myself into other peoples situtations easially and I'm also fairly level headed even tho I am a bit unusual at times.  who knows? I dont really have much else on my mind at this point, nor anything else that I really care to talk about with all of the j-random strangers that will read this so yeah, this is the end.